But also, I would like it if you could try and be strong. I don't care if it's selfish to ask, I need to to try and move on for my sanity. I will say it is partially my fault if you fall into liking me again and I'm sorry, a thousand times over. Next time I won't let that happen, I will be strong. Even if you aren't. I just needed some redamancy and you were there and would do that. You silly, naive little thing.
Also at the end of the night when there were three I was just tired, so tired, and I was almost asleep, so I'm not counting leaning on your shoulder.
I just have this ridiculous idea of love and until I find someone who fulfills enough of it, I'm going to be single. Most likely.